So today’s lesson is 106, and it’s asking me one of the hardest things to conquer: to be still and listen!
There are times I hear God’s voice. His voice comes in dreams, meditation, stillness, walking, and prayer. Have I done them enough? No! It is super hard for me to feel I can justify 10 minutes to God because of the peace-killer guilt that reminds me I shouldn’t. Why do I listen to guilt at all?
Because I become so uncomfortable.
I must start my day!
I must help everyone else first!
I must do that before it’s 9!
The mind anxiously bites it’s lip as it waits for me to get things done. Who is the mind anyways? It’s a tool, the decision maker, that helps select my state of being.
I’m not it’s puppet. My true identity is beyond the mind.
I have decided I have to meditate. I have to do so much more for me than I was giving myself.
I can be giving towards myself.
A moment of peace for me.
A moment of love.
10 minutes a day to find God again? Yes, please!
God would only want us to help ourselves when we need to. God I pray you help me decide when I feel too scattered, and anxious to decide. I’ll choose you again.
❤️ Cristal
Butterflies of Heaven School 