This lesson is repeated every hour, just for 5 minutes. I can feel the imposing feeling of “this will be impossible.”

It’s a feeling following me more closely than fear. I want to walk away from all I think I know, and accept the “unacceptable.”

How dare I think I’m worthy of something like this?

I was taught to never accept something because I was not acceptable.

As I share the Truth of God with total allowance and acceptance, may it then be easier for my Brother to see it too.

♥️ Cristal

God made me. I could not create myself, but because I have miscreated and believed in what I created, I believed in fear and darkness.

Fear not, the Truth is set, God is only Love. He sees through all illusions and denies their existence.

In my past I thought I had to make God believe in these same illusions, because I thought he seemed ignorant of what monsters dwelled on the Earth. How could he not want to punish evil? I even thought that together we could defeat the monsters. But is this not the same as punishing myself, and my Brother? For a nightmare we forget we played into ourselves?

God gently reminded me of the Truth through my brother Jesus Christ.

Jesus knows what it was like to live enshrouded in darkness. He knows how he got himself out. He lives without judgement, fear, and belief in the untrue anymore. He is helping us learn and teach this to all our Brothers so we may awaken from the nightmare finally, together.

Jesus is the awesome friend, the cool older brother, and the angel of our dreams. But he never tires of helping us. He has nothing that can tire him in his mind.

So he wants us to know that as we accept the Truth, we can accept it for ourselves and our Brothers. God does not see us alone, because God sees only the Truth.

We are never alone.

We are never rejected.

We are never to fear.

♥️ Cristal

Today I dreamt of Heaven. I dreamt I had forgiven myself, and my family accepted me like nothing of the past had ever happened. People I had struggled with, were friendly and held me in a true embrace. I saw them in a new light. It was beautiful.

It’s unexpected to meet family with open arms in the physical world, specially if it has us convinced it’s real.

I think I’m now starting to see glimpses of Heaven by seeing sinlessness everywhere. I study the lessons, but most of my days has recently been thinking of forgiveness. Heaven is where I’m headed.

Thank you Jesus for helping me see my beautiful light once again…I also thank you for now I see this light everywhere I look, in everyone I meet. Thank you…

❤️Cristal

When we heal, we heal the world.

My blogs are usually a means to see how I am doing repairing my relationship with God. To heal from the belief I am separate from God comes from constantly practicing these lessons, having that small willingness to really deeply consider them when practicing, and there’s a lot to be happy for!

It just takes TIME and PRACTICE.

I have lately felt a little less enthusiastic to practice because of the ego’s wrong thinking…such as:

This is useless.

It’s impossible.

Nothing changes. I’m just hopeless…

I’m alone.

Jesus says, we love you. I want you guys to know he says it to me like a sweet tune in the back of my head. I know it’s hard to understand, or believe it, but it’s going to be up to us whether we want to hear it in the first place. Take good care of yourselves, and fear not, you are not alone.

This just takes time to realize it.

❤️Cristal

Thank you Jesus for helping me today. I lost my phone, and I got it back. Thank you for reminding me to think of you, and to let go of what I thought I lost. Your gentleness and kindness is great. My mind was under your guidance, and it’s direction lead me to believe in the message you offered me, that everything was going to be ok and my phone would come back to me. It did come back, and I feel so happy to know we are always im your heart. I’ll never have to be afraid with how you take care of me and my Brothers Jesus. Amen

I have so much to do today but loving Jesus and thinking of him has become my desire everyday. My mind is becoming more learned, and more receptive to Christ’s gentle knowledge.

I really hope you guys think of Him when you’re lost, suffering, and uncertain. Think of Him today.

❤️Cristal

Every defense we hold is trying to hide something that has eluded our awareness. These defenses are usually blocks against love.

Have you ever felt a slight repulsion at being hugged? It’s a block to love.

Have you been avoiding talking to someone about something you feel they did wrong? You’re blocking love either towards yourself or a brother.

Are you afraid you’re too fat to go to the pool? You think it’s about your looks right? Actually it’s a block to love.

Every block is a resistance to the love capable of running free inside ourselves. It takes so much courage to find this love worthy and deserving of being free. Think about what I’ve told you today.

❤️Cristal

My one true guide and teacher, knew how long it took to leave conviction aside and focus on the Truth. I was convinced sin existed until it showed me, I was only scared of accepting myself through my brother.

Did I know where my brothers shoes would lead to? No. How could I condemn what I didn’t know? In fact, I always condemned what I thought I knew: people are evil, untrustworthy, and unpredictable.

With practice, I began to question the reality I was convinced was true. Once forgiveness started rolling, I could see major obstacles break infront of me. People are much kinder than I thought. People want to forgive and let go, because it’s more natural to assume you know nothing. People are delighted to be doing good if only they knew their true potential. There’s so many good things in humanity, that we can see if we are ready to look at without the blocks to love.

Ask questions that upset the reality you think you know. Are you ready to condemn yourself all the time? Do you project this feeling out when you don’t want to hold it against yourself anymore? Does it make you happy?

Forgiveness will take practice. Although I can tell you, it’s going to be worth it. To see beyond what you thought you knew will be emotional but good. It’s going to be worth it. Trust me.

❤️Cristal

I lost an earring this morning. I loved that earring because my mom gifted it to me years ago as a gift of love and appreciation. I have a pattern of losing things I love suddenly. It’s not a pattern of simple physical objects being lost, because I realize as I write about this experience, that it’s an experience of also losing the love inside.

I think I’m just blocked from seeing something I love can’t be lost if I listen to the Holy Spirit tell me where it is, and in Heaven he leads me to see I never lost it. It can’t be lost, because it holds the most value. It’s God’s love that is eternal and unconditional.

I always knew this pattern was telling me something but I did not know what until I read ACIM. So listen, closely, to your own patterns in your life

PS – I just found my earring after finishing the post. Thank you God. 🙂

It was on the floor where I walked by several times. It wasn’t broken, it was fine, and just waiting for me to find it. 🙂

“Release the world!” From ACIM, FOIPversion, page 244.

If you release your mind from this world, you have freed yourself.

❤️Cristal

What if the instant you’re reading my words, you realize you are reading it with the intent to find a “different world.” Unconsciously, we’re all unhappy with the ego. We want the Truth. This world is not the Truth. We can have a world full of God’s love if we want to find what we seek.

This lesson asks you to see that you’ve found what it is you’re looking for.

I am the one you seek. You see my words, and you wonder, “Why wait? It is here today, right now.”

❤️Cristal