Let the message sink in. Let the world you think you see, disappear, and chose what world you’d rather see. See the start of a new world, a new world for you and me.

❤️Cristal

There is a world beyond this one we can’t see with our physical eyes. I can’t deny seeing such a free, beautiful, and loving world. I’ve seen it after my great awakening, years ago, and I’ve seen it recently that I realize I don’t need to hold on to lovelessness like it’s my mark of guilt.

I unconsciously hold myself as sinful, and guilty, for the suffering of the world. It’s a trap. It’s forgiven, I tell myself. I forgive it, I repeat again and again…

Have you ever let the ego trap you?

Don’t let it do it to you. Pay attention. Stay aware.

Tell yourself, I will bear no more mark of sin for being happy. My happiness does not mean I am guilty for letting my brother suffer. It’s a trap.

My happiness is my function, and it will help save the world.

❤️Cristal

I read a beautiful passage from lesson 129. It goes like this,

“Today the lights of Heaven bend to you, to shine upon your eyelids as you rest beyond the world of darkness. Here is light your eyes can not behold. And yet your mind can see it plainly, and can understand. A day of grace is given you today, and we give thanks. This day we realize that what you feared to lose was only loss.”

Today, I realize the last sentence was true. I am losing no-thing.

Fear, guilt, lovelessness…all gone.

❤️Cristal

Title is from ACIM lesson 128.

As I let the Holy Spirit work through me, I let the world of the ego become unimportant and even unseen. I see it not with my eyes, but with my mind that lead by the Holy Spirit is free of chains.

I remember when I wore the chains of anger, guilt, and blame. It was tempting to see myself as a victim too powerless to stand up for myself. That was ego…

The chains would be a plead for my suffering. Was this all life was? Chained to a mad idea I should have laughed at?…

Now, unchained from that distortion, I am not being asked to suffer for my salvation by the Holy Spirit. I am being asked to be joyful, and happy.

This whole blog would have been inconceivable to the mind I had more than 10 years ago. I would never forgive, because the world in darkness was all I saw. I would never be happy, because happiness was for fools. I would never just be, because I was not worthy of love.

Now I’m thinking about what I am giving up and what I am remembering to see again. I will accept the Holy Spirit into my heart, because madness is repeating the same thing over and over again expecting better results.

Einstein said it years ago.

“Doing the same thing repeatedly, and expecting different results is the definition of insanity.”

In this case I’m using it to explain the madness of the ego’s thought system this time. If the shoe fits, it fits. Let’s be lighthearted today. We see through the madness, and into the true reality of love…

❤️Cristal

“Seek not within the world to find your Self.” ACIM lesson 127.

Once in a while a feeling inside wants to reach outside my Self, hell bent on finding that everything will be ok if the outside looks good. It pushes me, it won’t rest, until I’m looking at a reason to believe everything will be better, since I’m depending on the outside.

It says things like this…

I’m doing this, so it must mean I’m useful.

I’m getting that, so it must mean I’m going to be ok.

I’m this way, so it must mean I’m worthy of love…

It’s survival mode. Notice it when it happens, I tell myself. I’m teaching me I must not believe it, use it, or let it teach me. I want to be taught by the Holy Spirit, and it’s love has infinite joyful possibilities for me.

❤️Cristal

ACIM lessons tend to repeat themselves, for good reasons. The lessons need to get practice, your time, and your willingness to see the experience of what they mean.

I’ve subtracted how many words I put on these blogs because of time, and I wanted to put more time in these lessons instead of just saying what I think someone else wants to hear. You don’t have to be told everything through me, I have to trust your own light and guide will finally show you what they are teaching you.

In fact, nothing you read or hear will ever come close to the beautiful Truth showing you how it really looks. The light is yours, it’s radiating from your inner light, and it’s going to burn away all the things you wanted to say. That is how I feel. The inner light is burning away all my sins, which are ideas of separation, and I’m not going to say anything. I’m ready to be the light. I’m ready to see it in you.

In silence I will

Never forget him ever

He never left me

Haiku by Maria Cristal Mejia 09.19.19

❤️Cristal

As I start to remember God, I start to remember I am one with God and my brother. My brother does not look like a stranger anymore. I see lasting peace in him if I look with the Holy Spirit.

My brother is sinless, guiltless, and pure. You are my brother, and we can share this eternal Truth together like we are meant to be. Amen

Music to inspire Home 🎵 Hey Brother by Avicii 🎵

❤️Cristal

Thank you Father

For I am blessed.

In your joy,

I remember my all

Is enclosed

In a garden that gives love

To me, to me.

Oh how joyous

We are.

Poem by Maria Cristal Mejia 09.17.19

❤️Cristal

Forgiving the world, I can live FREE from it. I have chosen not to remain it’s slave, for the world is not perceived through distortions like being attacked. I choose not to be it’s victim, it’s aggression, it’s slave, and follower.

It’s a gift I have received from God, and one I can give to the world.

❤️Cristal