It’s going to take time to forgive my brother.

I tell me, can I forgive him?

Do I feel capable of forgiveness?

I am doing this for my brother and me. I have no reason to get hurt over and over again if I’m stronger and smarter than yesterday. I will pray, and I’ll ask for God’s strength and love. I will forgive.

❤️Cristal

How will I…

Should I…

Is it possible…

I woke up having the answers to my questions. My dreams were so full of His energy and His Voice that it seems too awful to forget Him at all.

Unfortunately I woke up to dissociate away from Him. And skipped his lesson. God is in my mind so He knows I did that. I shouldn’t be ashamed, I’ll try the next hour. So God knows we forfeit his gifts, but why?

Illusions of the mind. We react to these illusions and call them problems, obstacles, and just things we have to FEAR.

Every problem feels like the fundamental reason to shut God out.

So we focus on making illusions to deal with these illusions. It’s A Course in Miracles that I remember saying we can create all the illusions we want to deal with an illusion, but the fundamental problem is not the actual problem. It’s thinking we are separate from God.

The problem I’m making up does not exist. It only exists to deny God’s presence.

Is there really no problem then?

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Today I’m on lesson 104.

Some good questions I asked myself after the first hour were:

What does this lesson mean to you?

What does it teach?

Would you forfeit your gifts for problems you’re making up?

How much do these gifts mean to you?

I put this picture together to share My lesson for today. You will probably see me share it on twitter. My twitter is ButterfliesOfHeavenSchool @ButterfliesOfH1

Have a lovely day

❤️ Cristal

Butterflies hold a lot of meaning to people. They mean beauty, wonderment, transformation, childhood, etc..

To me, butterflies start the same way spiritual seekers begin their journey.

Butterflies/people start as caterpillars. They feel life was good the way it was, but something tells them their full potential has yet to come.

Some natural part of them tells them they have to change.

Senses are splitting and ripping apart, but it can’t stop yet. Something is happening. It keeps going…

The natural pulse of life pushes and rips their fabric of reality.

Change has come. Butterflies open their entire selves and spread their wings.

In Heaven this means we transform ourselves from the false self that is lonely, or negative to the beauty of living free of all of these illusions and blocks.

We see Heaven here for God is always here with us. We are His butterflies. We learned how to transform from our pain and fear.

Thus a caterpillar looks up at something flying above it’s head.

The caterpillar wonders, “Can I escape my destiny? Would I want to escape it if it meant my ego dies…Which one is worth more than the other. My safety or my Truth?”

I chose my Truth.

School is for many students to come together to learn. This school shall be for you and me to learn about ourselves.

We look at ourselves, and we learn the only thing stopping us from knowing God is our blocks to Love.

Can we trust God again? Can we love God again? Can I love myself again? This means we are coming together to learn who we are without these blocks to Love. We may fear pain, but our destiny awaits…

I am working on my own creative projects while receiving daily wisdom from A Course In Miracles and many other works.

Follow me here for anything I can put together and share with all. Thank you!

❤️ Cristal